44

There are beliefs I hold that may seem whimsical to some - the merry, plump fellow in the red suit, spirits from realms unknown, and the enchantment of manifestation. Yet, I also hold faith in the power of numbers, those tiny symbols that carry profound significance. They mark the passage of time, mirror the tides of our bank accounts, and commemorate the completion of another journey around the sun. For me, this year is all about 44 - 44 revolutions around that blazing ball of fire in the sky! Some might say, or Google might suggest, that 44 symbolizes achievements, hard work, and the bedrock of one's goals. I wholeheartedly embrace this truth. While I'm often considered an overachiever, striving for perfection in every detail, it's those very qualities that make me good at what I do. But they've also led me to overlook life's simple, beautiful gifts, the opportunities that come in small packages. So, as I light a candle and make a wish, I vow to savor the small moments, appreciate life's little treasures, take pride in the quality of my work, embrace the unbroken circle of friends and family, revel in the minor triumphs along my motherhood journey, continue to walk the path of self-love and acceptance, count the days that bring me happiness, and learn from those that sting. In this moment, I'll close my eyes and blow, embracing the magic of 44.